damn the muse

I'm starting to hate the new blackglass layout, and the sad thing is that it's not even up yet. I'm still putting it up. It should hopefully go up sometime this weekend barring any major interuptions.

I have butterflies in my stomach. I'm singing the national anthem at the women's basketball game today. It's exciting, but I always get nervous. It never fails. If I can make it through the song without a shaky voice, I will be happy. I keep telling myself, the applause will be better.

If there is complete silence, I will freak.

edited later to add: Oh my God, I forgot the words to the anthem!! ::laughs:: It was only a small part, but still. Now I need to redeem myself. My voice did sound nice though.